This is a translated version of the image by an ELF.

This post note is not a report, it only record of what I have experienced, seen, heard, and what I can tell for you to know.

I have never written a post note, this first time, is done due to the unbearable suffering.

SBS live allows 2 types of entry, one is to apply directly to SBS, there are 300 tickets, each person will get 2 tickets. Another type, is through the company (in this case SME), total 500 tickets, for all of SM artists.

I didn’t managed to get either, so (I) decided to go to SBS and queue directly the second day. I slept till 11am, suddenly heard that SBS has already pre-recorded SJ’s performance, while there were only about 10+ ELF at the venue. Because no one was given any notice. Neither SBS & SM’s staff made any announcement. This is the reason why those who watched the live on TV find it’s so quiet, there almost wasn’t any fanchant, and had not seen any sapphire blue lights.

Was planning to reach there at 4pm with friends, in the end we received news that SBS is going to re-record at 2pm, so we rushed there immediately. We really hope there is a re-record. When we reach the venue, every fandom is already queuing. We had been asking SM Staff repeatedly when we were queuing, asking them where should ELF be queuing, Staff almost didn’t even bother about us, every time, they only reply with “just stand here for a while, we will tell you later”, but they never did. In between, they were even chatting with other fans. Until all other fandoms had their lines form, then they return to tell us to queue right at the back.

Other fandoms were given fan support items, from towels, balloons to lighted red horns, we have nothing.

When we entered, the difference between our numbers is already about 40 lesser than the fandom who has the most allocations, but we were further split out into each of the pits where we were mixed up with other fandom.

I can safely said, the most “can make do without” fans yesterday, were ELF, and even more “can do without” idol, will be none other than our Suju.

Before the start of the show, SBS staff told us Suju will be the last to perform (all the ELF in the venue can swear we heard it), but the truth is something everyone can see on TV, our boys were not. Because there wasn’t any fan support items allocated, and SBS only distribute normal lightsticks (only White, Yellow & Red three colours), when ELF noticed that the white lightsticks somehow give out tinted blue glow when switched on, every ELF in the scene were fighting to ask staff for it “please give me the white one, please give me more”.

Maybe, in the eyes of other fandoms, this looks like a very childish and common behavior, but at that point of time, every ELF was thinking : We must let them see us, ELF is still working very hard to give them the support. At that time, every ELF was holding 3, or even 5 lightsticks on each hand.

From 6pm since we entered, where there was a SM Special stage pre-recorded, we have not seen SJ performed. It was supposed to end at 12.45pm, SJ, other than the opening stage and a pre-recorded Mr Simple live performance, they were all along been squeezing at the VIP seats watching other perform, entertaining themselves. I can say that, for the 6 over hours, excluding waiting time, ELF, other watched that 8 over minutes, all our time were spent staring at the VIP seats.

The 2 intermezzo rest time, only SJ came out to greet ELF, Shindong even took pictures with ELF using handphones.

Till now, I do not understand why must Mr Simple be pre-recorded, SJ is not performing very frequently, and they are not the grand finale, then why must it be pre-recorded?

None of the pre-recorded performance have artists coming out to do live again, so ELF were very worried that SJ will not be performing, but only showing through the big screen. When we finally get to know that they are doing live, we have almost waited for the whole night, those injustice and unbearable feeling were almost bursting out from our lungs.

I am not exaggerating to say that when SJ appeared, ELF’s screams were of desperation. Those who claimed that the other fandom helped us in fanchants, WAKE UP. If you are there, you will know. When we were screaming our lungs out, (because I was against the side of the stage I can see the expression of some of the other fandom’s fans), they were pointing at us laughing hilariously. Is that that funny? You can laugh simply because you are not in our shoes.

We were all separated, we neither have the red horns that does not even need any raising, nor the balloons that can be seen from far, nor the official towels, the pits were also very crowded, so we spent all our might to scream, just hoping that they can see, even if there is only one ELF below, we will still do all we can to give them support.

But then again, was there any use? The pre-recorded that was used for telecast had been broadcasted, what others see in front of the TV, is a live performance with no fan support, no fanchant.

When it finally ended, when all the performers left the stage, only SJ came out to bow to every part of the stage, Teukie, Hyukkie, Sungmin, Shindong and Ryeowook all came over to bow and shake hands with ELF. At that point, I almost cried. Felt that all is worth, they understand us, they feel for us, the look with that every single bow and handshake doesn’t lie.

K ELF who were behind me were all screaming Super Junior the last man standing! They were shouting “ChweGo!”

When it ended, it was very late, but I haven’t eaten for a whole 24 hours, not even drank. I believe a lot of ELF were like me. It was freezing outside, and there was no train service, so after I went to the convenience shop with other chingus to grab some hot drinks & canned food, when I reached Chingu’s dorm, the first thing I did was to look for the video of the live performance.

When I finally see & hear the laughable live performance, I really could not take it anymore. Was crying my heart out during showering, borrow what my chingu said” What is a performance without those who appreciate”

This is also the reason why SJ were tweeting that kind of comments.

There are other details and many involve other fandoms, I will not elaborate, but this is enough.

The house of Sapphire Blue, I can only say: fanning SJ is a right choice, please love them dearly, they are worth it.

After reading this on this website. I was totally heartbroken. Not only because I love SUPER JUNIOR but because of attitude of people, maybe SME, treating Super Junior as well as the ELF.

Why are they doing this when we are their main source of income? And also so far there has not been any harm brought from Super Junior or ELF to them?

I am totally upset and heartbroken that this is happening to them and also the treatment towards the ELFs, its not right. And END UP having your own company members(SUJU) to apologise on your behalf. This is not right. TOTALLY!Okay PISSED TOTALLY!!

Well all these has happened yesterday.. Hope it wouldn't happen again

But i am very happy that SUPER JUNIOR has been receiving many many awards recently and i want to congratulate them from the bottom of my heart! 진심으로 축하드립니다!!!

사랑해요! I love you SUPER JUNIOR!!